mangosteen alabaster
kevin booter
torvinius quabald
dave frickin
oldren jorne
willy letter
silvestro hott
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John Tenta
Francis Stickypaw
jibril portillian
Have you done something bad that you regret? I feel like my whole life has been one misstep after another. I've cheated on partners in the past, get angry easily, and sometimes tell white lies in conversations with others to influence how they think of me.
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I really appreciate it, and no worries about being put on the spot, its an understandably incendiary topic and if anything having responses and being able to elaborate a bit makes me less anxious about how it will be perceived.
I'm from a country with a lot of political violence against those who oppose the government, journalists, hate crime etc. as result a lot of the people my parents have known are dead. Some of them you can find the picture of their dead body easily due to the internet culture of when it happened. I've gone looking out of morbid curiosity before, it's a really strange feeling
At the age I've had the capacity to fully process my sexual trauma (11) (I was too young to understand when it actually happened and then tried to convince myself I made it up for a long time) I took a quiet turn to becoming incredibly hypersexual which included the relatively normal behavior of looking for porn of course, but because I also had the not so subtle goal of sorting out my feelings my younger self's usual tastes were extreme lolisho content[which I suppose fair enough I was not much older than the characters], but the thing is that because that's what i was looking for and of when in the history of the given country internet it was, i did end up seeing like thumbnails and stuff for outright csam and while good thing that my preference was 2d and I never had any interest in clicking on it, the fact itself is pretty mortifying
>>3mtvwyprb5c2n
This is admittedly a good part of why my stances on child internet safety are what they are, I was clever enough to never make accounts or make my presence known, this is a vector for finding new victims with already eroded boundaries that exists, it's a little scary to imagine how many kids that sought the stuff out for similar reasons Did make their presence known in those spaces and got found by someone and retraumatized as result
>>3mtvw2ppank2n
The place i live was subject to a bout of government political brutality this year and its been really messing with me similarly. The way these things get captured online is insanely overwhelming, horrifying, and captivating all at the same time. it felt like constantly having to watch liveleak every day to get the news except all of the videos took place in locations i recognized. and then having to see the rest of the world voyeuristically comment on it too. Im still not really over it but my experience honestly feels mild compared to what your describing because nobody i knew was killed or disappeared. I hope you and your family are safe and will be safe
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I am sexually aroused by the hypno cube.
wats ur favorite animal? or just an animal that u think is under appreciated? Our world is full of so much beautiful life, lets celebrate it!! <3
pic related: tree kangaroo
MOTHS!!
people don't like or care much about moths, yet there are fluffy moths, cute moths, moths whose caterpillars can kill you, moths that can produce cyanide, moths with literal skull on their back, moths that has echolocations, moths that can scream, moths that eat sloth's fur
by the way butterflies are fake, a psyop by the big butterfly industry
the truth is they are just a slightly specialized version of moth that flies during the day and have little quirks like cubbed antennae
more than 90% of all lepidoptera are moths, butterfly is just a snobby elitist group
my favourite moth, monkey moth
they are really fluffy and have thick fur on their wing
I have a tattoo of a hummingbird hawkmoth :3 I like them they're fuzzy butterflies
Foxes!
Ochotona princeps - The American Pika
I love these guys. They're lagomorphs, so they're related to rabbits. They have evolved to live in talus fields high in the mountains. They don't hibernate so when the snow melts they immediately start collecting plants to make a hay pile in their den. They often steal from each others hay piles and will even collect toxic plants as over time, they will ferment and the toxins break down. Theyre small and incredibly quick moving through the talus, making them difficult to predate. You'll likely hear them before seeing them when hiking. Theyre very territorial and will scream to alert of any intruders in their territory. This would be scary if they didn't sound like someone stepping on a dog toy. (seriously, look it up)
>>3mtsjyadh7c2r
i love them too!!! i saw my first pikas IRL during a birding trip in the rockies and they're sooo cute.
do you like fashion, anons? do you have any favorite pieces? let's window shop.
chloma opened up their web shop today. im kind of frumpy so i doubt any of this would look good on me but it would look amazing on a small chick. peep the look book https://chloma.com/
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if i ever got a sugar mommy i'd dress up as her latex / vintage fashion gimp
I like fashion a lot but I have never been able to really engage in it. Briefly I had a few really nice black dresses with schoolgirl-style collars but I kind of looked like a boy (positive) at the time I owned them and my abusive ex eventually threw them away.
I save a lot of "real people" clothing though here and there for the same reason I save anime references — I think the clothes are cool.
Kind of obsessed with the Combination Capelet-Tunic...
Belt-and-Zipper ass Final Fantasy fit.
It looks so cool but also I think it would be uncomfortable to wear and I think the bleached natural fabric is a strange color choice for it, but damned if it doesn't cool.
I do not think they've ever made a uniform cooler than the North Korean traffic cop uniform.
no
not since one appeared before me in such a sinister style!
does anyone else eat pudding/hummus/ice cream like this? I've always gotten made fun of for it. what other weird ways do you eat stuff
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when i sip a beverage i let it sit on my tongue and then i let it drain down the sides and back my throat. i feel like i can taste it better that way. this is really bad to do with soda because you're giving your teeth an acid bath. now my teeth are bad
>>3mtk5b73qhv2u
hi hanekawa
>>3mtk4qo3dif2u
this sounds so fun lol i wanna do try it
>>3mtk5b73qhv2u
i do like the same but inverted version of this where i try to eat the exact same portion of everything in every bite and finish everything at the same time
>>3mtk5tlkfjn2u
I have certain foods I do this with, burgers and fries particularly.
>>3mtk5cjxd3v2u
fuck i need to watch the rest of monogatari lol
I like to do this vertical thing with ice cream and also cake it's fun
>you are just as flawed of a person as what you perceive in others, just in ways you can't see
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>people are flawed
this is supposed to be surprising?
>>3mswi7icuxk2v
hello reisa
>>3msy5bgn6o22q
hello inverse reisa
I am so fucking mad
jokes on you, i see no flaws in others
solar eclipse tomorrow!
the path of totality will go through greenland, iceland, then followed by portugal and spain, but many more places will get to experience a partial eclipse
as a bonus, the perseids meteor shower will also hit its highest intensity in the same night!
looking forward to everyone's pictures, i'll do my best to capture some as well (unfortunately ill only be able to post them a week from now) (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ
exciting for everyone in that part of the world! i've only ever seen a partial eclipse
2023 actually
1 week later as promised. made a little timelapse from my eclipse pics
>>3mtev4mjqgn23
that's insanely cool
i am eating dried mangoslices rn wbu
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do yal think colors gold fish taste the same as normal ones or different? i had bulbasaur goldfish recently (pic related) and they tasted more grassy. another time i had the squirtle gold fish and they tasted more watery... but my friends disagree and they say they didnt taste any different. what do yall think?
>>3mtd6or2fbk2u
they got real bulbasaur in there
>>3mtderwq65k2s
i prefer water flavor
>>3mtd6or2fbk2u
Goldfish brand usually tries to use natural food dyes to color the fish instead of like red40 so its likely there might be a little bit of spinach or something in these. I know that they definitely use beet juice to color the red crackers. I jsed to get packs of rainbow goldfish as a kid and i was always fond of tasting the slight difference in each color
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>>3mtehir64gr23
Y'all tried these? I swear they put crack in these with how addictive they are
mind if any of you share your experience and tips with meds and their usage?
ive been on and off about antipsychotic meds for like two, almost three years
its just the basics, like lorazepam and risperidone and aripiprazole that kind of stuff
ive been using it like a booster, contrary to what my psychiatrist told me to do, only using it when nearing important events or work like a month to few weeks before because it stabilizes my schedule and made me much more productive, but the meds discipline is hard to keep on and usually i started to forget the schedule after said event is finished and the urgency is gone, until next time
also not to mention it caused significant weight gain worsening my body dysmorphia
one of my friend actually told me that im not supposed to use lorazepam for straight two years, but for some reason my psychiatrist always gave new batch of it to me every month so idk
Do not abuse your medicine (;´Д`)
its hard not to idk bcs maintaining meds discipline is really hard and theres not much happening in my life rn
though yeah maybe it fucked my brain
drop ur best shots from ur fav games. These are from STALKER Call of Pripyat using the Call of Chernobyl mod. The lighting and design makes for such pretty shots. Everytime i start it up now i cant help but take 1-2 photos during my travels, the art directors sewed something very special into it.
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>>3mqvavfurx22x
I loved this game when I checked it out for a bit last month, I should go back and finish it...
I really loved basically every shot in set yourself on fire
What has scared you recently? My sleep quality has declined and lately and I've woken up startled by my room draped in black webs or barbed wire while a figment of my imagination looms over my bed, instanly disapearing. Durring the day I'll rarely see insects apear then disappear from my peripheral vision.
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A couple months ago, I was at work and it was dead slow. We were getting no business, and so I was just leaning against a wall while staring at our empty lobby. Then out of no where I heard these really loud footsteps march up to me and this loud, sharp scream right into my left ear. Made me jump and look around, and nobody was even close to me. All my coworkers were in a totally separate room. That was my first time experiencing an auditory hallucination, so it genuinely scared the piss out of me.
Rewatched the Marciesss Gmod Stream. slow build dread anxiety pit in my stomach.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYs2NtCOScs
>>3mt2wysnroh2o
gmod stream mention! awesome! also sort of got me into persona in a roundabout way lol
>>3mt337q6rwm24
oh how so?
really really loved the song near the end of the stream (redman's lament) and found from the comments of the youtube video upload of it that it was a cover of "aria of the soul"
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>>3msyamt65is2q
yayyy 🎉🎉
>>3msyydbbfic2f
my fucking god
japanese bird cooking spaghetti