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I am sexually aroused by the hypno cube.
no
not since one appeared before me in such a sinister style!
does anyone else eat pudding/hummus/ice cream like this? I've always gotten made fun of for it. what other weird ways do you eat stuff
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when i sip a beverage i let it sit on my tongue and then i let it drain down the sides and back my throat. i feel like i can taste it better that way. this is really bad to do with soda because you're giving your teeth an acid bath. now my teeth are bad
>>3mtk5b73qhv2u
hi hanekawa
>>3mtk4qo3dif2u
this sounds so fun lol i wanna do try it
>>3mtk5b73qhv2u
i do like the same but inverted version of this where i try to eat the exact same portion of everything in every bite and finish everything at the same time
>>3mtk5tlkfjn2u
I have certain foods I do this with, burgers and fries particularly.
>>3mtk5cjxd3v2u
fuck i need to watch the rest of monogatari lol
I like to do this vertical thing with ice cream and also cake it's fun
>you are just as flawed of a person as what you perceive in others, just in ways you can't see
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>people are flawed
this is supposed to be surprising?
>>3mswi7icuxk2v
hello reisa
>>3msy5bgn6o22q
hello inverse reisa
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I am so fucking mad
jokes on you, i see no flaws in others
solar eclipse tomorrow!
the path of totality will go through greenland, iceland, then followed by portugal and spain, but many more places will get to experience a partial eclipse
as a bonus, the perseids meteor shower will also hit its highest intensity in the same night!
looking forward to everyone's pictures, i'll do my best to capture some as well (unfortunately ill only be able to post them a week from now) (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ
exciting for everyone in that part of the world! i've only ever seen a partial eclipse
2023 actually
1 week later as promised. made a little timelapse from my eclipse pics
>>3mtev4mjqgn23
that's insanely cool
mind if any of you share your experience and tips with meds and their usage?
ive been on and off about antipsychotic meds for like two, almost three years
its just the basics, like lorazepam and risperidone and aripiprazole that kind of stuff
ive been using it like a booster, contrary to what my psychiatrist told me to do, only using it when nearing important events or work like a month to few weeks before because it stabilizes my schedule and made me much more productive, but the meds discipline is hard to keep on and usually i started to forget the schedule after said event is finished and the urgency is gone, until next time
also not to mention it caused significant weight gain worsening my body dysmorphia
one of my friend actually told me that im not supposed to use lorazepam for straight two years, but for some reason my psychiatrist always gave new batch of it to me every month so idk
Do not abuse your medicine (;´Д`)
its hard not to idk bcs maintaining meds discipline is really hard and theres not much happening in my life rn
though yeah maybe it fucked my brain
What has scared you recently? My sleep quality has declined and lately and I've woken up startled by my room draped in black webs or barbed wire while a figment of my imagination looms over my bed, instanly disapearing. Durring the day I'll rarely see insects apear then disappear from my peripheral vision.
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A couple months ago, I was at work and it was dead slow. We were getting no business, and so I was just leaning against a wall while staring at our empty lobby. Then out of no where I heard these really loud footsteps march up to me and this loud, sharp scream right into my left ear. Made me jump and look around, and nobody was even close to me. All my coworkers were in a totally separate room. That was my first time experiencing an auditory hallucination, so it genuinely scared the piss out of me.
Rewatched the Marciesss Gmod Stream. slow build dread anxiety pit in my stomach.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYs2NtCOScs
>>3mt2wysnroh2o
gmod stream mention! awesome! also sort of got me into persona in a roundabout way lol
>>3mt337q6rwm24
oh how so?
really really loved the song near the end of the stream (redman's lament) and found from the comments of the youtube video upload of it that it was a cover of "aria of the soul"
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>>3msyamt65is2q
yayyy 🎉🎉
>>3msyydbbfic2f
my fucking god
japanese bird cooking spaghetti
I'm looking to get goth boots to better stomp on girls (/j, or am I 👀)
Very new to the world of goth/alt fashion and looking for suggestions/advice.
I'm in love with the idea of Demonia Camel-305 boots (pictured). I do question though how much of an ordeal it would be to take them on/off.
US Size 12 women's btw
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I have some demonias (i like that the 5 inch platform makes me 6 foot 5), but after i got some like really nice regular boots (Thursday brand) I can really notice how uncomfortable they are comparatively. It's nice that Demonia has lots of size availability for girls with bigger feet like me (size 11 womens). But def they are for occasional parties as opposed to general use, they are expensive and not that high build quality.
i got a pair of demonias on depop the other day because they are the only ones who make boots in mens 14 and i will literally never be able to wear womens' boots lol. i've wanted big chunky goth boots forever. we'll see how they hold up
Those are cool ones! I hope they treat you well
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>>3msxu4ab4xc2q
Yes i have heard about the shitty quality, but unfortunately I can't find anything else in a similar price range in Canada
I looked at Thursday just now and im heartbroken that two boots im interested in only go up to size 10 in womens
Fatale https://thursdayboots.com/products/womens-fatale-platform-combat-boot-black-leather
Dynasty
https://thursdayboots.com/products/womens-dynasty-combat-boot-black-leather
Currently looking at the Demonia Ranger-302s or something similar.
https://demoniacult.com/products/ranger-302bpu?_pos=1&_sid=34b729517&_ss=r
gretchen is an eastern newt and she is 5 years old
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i hope u have a good day gretchen
yayyy gretchen ^_^
HELLO GRETCHEN I LOVE YOU
Gretchen I would die for you. Killing too
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are these exes like.... safe (￣_￣)
mom told me to not to execute files i dont understand!
they are safe but you dont actually have to run them theyre just viewers for the stuff in the text files, which you can just read in a text editor
i was in syracuse lately where you can see picrelated all over the place, it's the tag of someone who goes by "vacant." it's very cute as you can see.
what's everyone's favorite tags/individual pieces of graffiti anywhere?
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>>3msodooexpf2a
no! i meant to go back when i was in uni but i got Scared. pretty much all of my exposure to graffiti is as a pedestrian or watching trains go by, i never really seek out hotspots or anything like that
>>3msr73tfxx22u
the tunnels in university were always fun to walk through though
found that one in a random hidden path in my city
>>3msr77mxzqq2e
yeah I have plenty of pictures of all that from when I visited a friend a couple years back too, was neat to see it change and evolve over time
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its called the 6hopped 6heese
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dropped cheese? Σ(;ﾟДﾟ)
>>3mr727rl6432g
ground beef and thin slice onions cooked very hot pan you want it to get crispy and then cheese on top, this is a recipe where american cheese is actually optimal but i didnt wanna buy some cause it would go unused in my fridge so i did cheddar and it tastes good but you lose that gooey textural component of junk food. and then bun with ketch and mayo and tomato and lettuce on top. insanely simple its good if you want cheeseburgers at home but dont have an amazing flat top for it. also i wish i had a better bun available, i think something like a banh mi bun with sesame seeds would be perfect
need me some of that rn
you aint bring enough to share wit the class? cmon get yo chop out!!!!
steak sandwich....2!!!!!
I'll start with a weird hormone levels issue I'm having.
Weird high testosterone AND estradiol bloodwork
Been on injectable EV mono for 9 months. For the first 6 months i was taking 2.3mg / 4 days, and for the past 3 months, ive been taking 3.0mg/5 days (very slight increase)
After 3 months, my peak levels (i know, weird nurse) were 250pg/mL E2 and 25ng/dL T.
After 9 months, my peak levels were 450pg/mL E2 and 120 ng/dL T.
I'm getting another bloodwork done in 3 months, both peak and trough this time. Also i'm switching back to 2.3mg EV / 4 days.
I'm wondering if it makes sense to anyone that my E2 is quite high and my T is too high. I expected my peak E2 to be a little higher because 5 vs 4 day cycles but this seems like a lot
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what ester? i assume EV = estradiol valerate seems aligned with the ups and downs you're experiencing. after switching to enanthate my levels got a lot more stable. would recommend that if you can get your hands on it.
not everyone can get good T suppression on monotheraphy. any reason why no anti androgen?
It was working fine before without AA, it just turns out taking biotin supplements within a few days of hormone bloodwork can fuck up the results. So really I have no idea what my current levels are.
And EV's high peaks and low troughs can be mitigated by taking it often, such as on a 4 day cycle
>>3msc4gkcci226
>And EV's high peaks and low troughs can be mitigated by taking it often, such as on a 4 day cycle
two preparations giving equivalent total estradiol exposure won't necessarily have the same potency, because spikier curves may "waste" some of their peak against saturated estrogen receptors and drop off quickly. this has two effects. the trough you often see with valerate can cause your body to produce T in the absence of estrogen. flatter curves (like enanthate) mitigate this, and are also more efficient per unit of total exposure. since we don't usually have a way to monitor our levels daily flatter and even is generally less risky
not saying you're doing anything wrong - but i'm just someone who is very much concerned about doing the best thing possible
Makes sense. I'm not doing DIY for now and compounding pharms where I am on have EV
finally got access to a vial today while waiting on an order to come through. the market for diy rn feels a little dubious, i'm concerned. i had already missed shots for a few weeks as a result of delays, which hasn't been good.